Why?

I don't know why it is i feel this way for you. No that's not true! I do know why. It's because you are a genuinely caring person. And though you may act all "THUG" status I know who you really are. Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to let go? maybe I don't want to let go and hope that one day you'll feel the way that I feel for you. But you won't and I know that, so why let myself keep on getting hurt? Why let myself keep on believing that one day it will all just click for you and you'll figure it all out. But I'm afraid that when you do "figure it all out" I won't be apart of your plans. Idk but whatever it is that happens. I hope the best for you, because in the end all that really matters is that your happy. That's all I really care about. Your happiness.