I'M SORRY!

Lorisa.

Soo.

Haven't blogged on this bitch for helluh days. Uhm. Idk what to tell you guys. A lots happened. And I still think I like him. I'm talkin to this guy and I already found 1000000 reasons why not to like him. Im not gonna give up on him though (we could go a little slower in my oppinion) BUT that's whatever. I just want to stop feelin so suffucated all the time Love wise. But time for FRIENDS UPDATE: MHM. I love them. Me and mia fight always ... but after every fight I feel like we get stronger. So its a good thing. Mix dude. He doesn't even know how much he means to me. I hope he doesn't read this LOL. uhm yeah. Then there is OFCOURSE lorisa! God dude she's my insperation to be better. Kel. Shes just HOMO BEST dude no words can describe her. Crazy , Fun, got my back, and understanding. Like a homo best should be. Tina&Felme. ones emotion and ones logic. They are BOTH my angelic voices who i love. Kim. Though M.I.A alot shes still important to me! I love her and shes takin me to SF soon so heyyy! BONNIE&&CLYDE. Oh god dude. We just got close this year but they honestly taught me how to enjoy myself. Thank god for them. Chea Chea. She is BESTIEEE FO SHO! Like we are on the same level. We know whassup! ALINA. My lovely non-poly poly! She is my girl. That's it. It's that simple I got her and yeah shes got me. Bubba. I miss him so much. I should tell him that. He means alot to me. but i feel like hes fading from me. "/ uhm... am i forgeting someone? BUDDHA! ZUHH! That nigguh issss suchhhh a weird ass kid! HAHAHA. But hes dope. I luhhh that strange confusin nigggguh. I know it sounds like hella close friends BUT its not, they're not friends they're my world. HAHAHA. Okay so much for the freind update. More like a time line of firends! HAHA. uhm...
Yeah that's all for now. I'll add more in 3 months! HAHAHA.

!@#$%&

Like a person drowning underwater counting the seconds til their untimely death, I LONG TO ESCAPE FROM THIS FUCKED UP SHIT!

UPDATE.

So life has been kinda cray cray. No scratch that! CRA CRA! (Mia gets it!) Idk I feel like it's not bad, but I could be doing better for my self! You know? And Like educationally I could be doing alot better also! But I feel like... I'm not sure how to say it! I feel kinda lost. But not like before lost like when you get instructions to build something but it just doesnt click! Like I get it but i can't apply it! "/ IDK. plus I HAVE BEEN CRAVING A FUCKING STOGE FOR FOREVER! I want to smoke so bad! Like no joke! But I've already gone a whole month and a half! You know. So it's kinda like I can't turn back now! But I already know that some where downe the line I will start again! But maybe right now isn't the time. Also I thought I was over you! I SWEAR IT FELT LIKE I WAS! But the more I think about it... I am over you but I think I will always care for you! you! But I can still move one! :D So that's a good thing! But all I got to do now is make sure my grades get up!!! I need to pass! Cause I need to go to SF State! And I need to go to washington! For Chamber!! HAHA<3>

Peace.

FUCK...

Me for letting you make me believe you cared about me (again).

Shit nigga.

I fuccen hate my seventh period class like no muthafuccen joke!!!! AHHH!

some nigga's just need to learn when the fucc they need to shut thaaa fawk up!!!

swear to fuccen god!!!! Some niggas ask to get jumped. FUCC! 

BLAHHHH!

BOYS SUCK TESTS SUCK

Mia says hi! :)