Damn...

So last night, I may have done something I probably shouldn't have done. And I'm not talking about the sneaking out part. I'm talking about the letting you use me part. The letting you make me feel like maybe I mattered. Making me feel like maybe you cared. I'm tired of always chasing after you and something there "Could Be" I think maybe its time to let you go and chase after something there really will be. Something that won't be so painful. I know love hurts. But love isn't suppose to destroy. And thats what happened. I destroyed a little part of myself for you. I destroyed my self respect. I will always love you. But, I need to. No! I moved on.